Igagu nabobonke abafowethu bakwaMthweakazi ngiyabingelela. angazi noma lokhu kwenzeka kimi ngedwa. ukuzwa une anger that anger that is un explained. the feeling of unbelonging. the feeling that you cant be yourself. your true pontential can never be realised. angazi noma yimina ngedwa . living in other peoples land. im very angry i want to die. all because of the tshona and thier racist satanic actions. lets fight today , tommorow lets shake hands. but not the tshona. 100 years.
guys the day after tommorrow we are going for our coming together as Ndebele with no attachments, no sonto no politiki nothing just us as Ndebele but for some reason i feel emotional. i somewhat want to die. i hate racist. i thougt we were goin to London tommorow. but no its sunday. not tommorow. as i speak my kids are standing playing next to me. they have had problems but no one has ever called them racist names. thanks to the British coceity whatever. on sunday i will take them to their own kind.with no fear as long as i dont mean bad to anyone. i will go to London as my only hope of survival. as a Ndebele thats what i have left. coming together as Ndebele without fear. i have done no one bad. i want a just society. i dont think Whites must be killed. no im Ndebele. im no tshona. why? i bealive in my own ability. im Ndebele . the white built everything you see in that country. but i dont believe the white is supper just because he is pink. but i believe he has admin skills more than me or Ndebele. is that a sin? im in England now. the English dont subscribe to racist attitude. you racist in England you are history. abillity. yes. im testimony to that. ability. we are going to LONDON ON SUNDAY.
For some reason i feel like speaking to some NDEBELE IN THE UK. .if you can come if you can not , fine next time.
Igagu ukuphi. baphi oMthwenwe. baphi bonke labo abaziziba ngoMthwakazi? baphi obongs? baphi oMthakathi? hayi ukuthi siyancenga . ongafuniyo makayeke. angazi.our only hope of suvival is to come together where wver we are. anywere im angry , why should my life be so bad just because of the Tshona. they mess up so why must i be affected? L:ondon on sunday. nayo inkunzi emnyama yehla entabeni iya e London qaphela mfana.